自己又不是很有天賦﹐還是別發白日夢吧。
就是這樣想的




於是我走上了另一個道路﹐我以為這樣就能將對創作的熱誠壓得死死的。以為創作只是我一時貪玩﹐心血來潮所迷上的。

結果繞了個圈回來﹐發現原來沒有可以取代它的東西。

心情壞時..
瘋狂的聽著五月天的歌,唱著唱著就能把煩惱甩掉
看著電影劇集﹐能讓我心情莫名好轉
畫著一張張明明就不是很好看的漫畫圖﹐卻讓我覺得有成就感
按著黑白鍵彈奏的曲子﹐旋律簡單卻讓我平靜

生命就這樣圍繞著創作.
創作的力量就是這樣


我已經浪費了不少時間。至少不少人已經起步了
在步入20歲之前﹐希望能有讓自己小小的完整創作
至少到時﹐知道並沒對不起自己


Typed this as a reminder to myself.

And it came as a shocking news when Ms Chue said that those who select Traditional Medicine will have to leave for China for 6 weeks during september.
IM SO RELUCTANT TO GO FOR THE TRIP CAN
6 weeks is way too long for me. i will suffer from heavy home sickness.
And i HOPE i can get on the osaka trip this yr sep [if there is even one]

so this means that i will probably abandon TCM for Nutraceuticals XD
Even though i seriously dowan to do so.

Lots of things are unsettled, and keep having this really bad 6th sense feeling that something's gonna happen soon.

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