Wednesday, December 31, 2008Wednesday, December 31, 2008
2008 was a year with a nasty mix of emotions.
This long blogpost came out of nowhere when i suddenly just feel like rattling on to wrap up what i felt about the people around me this year.
NOTE: THIS POST IS REALLY LONG AND NOT FUN TO READ. :x
GEKKA:
We might not have met up in one whole group even once this year.
You made me feel that its possible to get closer to people' emotions, and more importantly let me grew to become someone more cheerful and less gloomy.
Even though we didnt end up the art group we intended to be, this ended up more like a special bonds of friends. Its going to be 3 yrs since we were formed. Out of us i tink im the only one who actually sidetracked from creativity route.
As much as i want to actually get back to it, i realise i couldnt.
I hope we can still keep in contact at least when we were 24ish
To Gnehmesis who is working hard in America now, even though we dont meet nowadays but we still rmb you very well! Notify us when u get back to singapore nxt time!
To Kiyo who is loving what she is doing now, i believe it was a hard yr for you somehow too but it'll only get better in the new yr!
To Karana whom I heard became more feminme now XD *random* havent heard from you for awhile, but good luck in what u are going to pursue (and love)! Just believe in yourself!
To Avenist whom i always respect somehow despite i dont know her well. (My enigma. rmb? :X) Always so independent and brainy but however has a stubborn temper at times [u seems to be able to get on par with kiyo on this]
Wish you all the best in what you are pursuing now in this new yr!
Its time u girls excluding karana shud get a bf or something too HAH XD
KE:
KE had given me memories of all sorts. Good times didnt last long enough
There was once that the club did everything. When every committee meeting was fun and interesting, where every end of practice we'd head out for dinner tgt
Most of the club juniors didnt play piano well back then, but i enjoyed every single moment of it. Most of my poly friends came from this circle
2008 was when it took a turn tho sadly.
Now we go to practice wondering who will come and who will not. Now laughter is not important, i just hope that the session is quiet with no swearings. Now we have to go to outings wondering if its alrite to call this few people or that few people because we're all splited up into diff groups. Now whenever there is a comm meeting, they are mainly about confrontation which are a real waste of time cos it dint bother healing anything. Now that we talk abt something, its mostly negative stuffs. Now that everyone plays well, but just how many of us is really happy being in the club?
KE taught me alot:
-Its grave mistake to listen to one sided stories
-dont believe it when person A told you its impossible to do something. just go and find person B/C/D/E, there will always be a way out in the end. I regretted not having done so and believed in person A blindly.
-I realise how disgusting it is for one to defame someone exaggerately. it'll just degrade urself in ur part.
-and how disturbing it is to actually surf people' blogs and invade their privacy. Dont be proud of the fact that u can do so to find out facts, it irks me.
-and how despicable of one to sow discord among one anothers
-To stay cool. LIKE REALLY COOLL even if u face a motherfucker
-if u dont like abt this aspect of this person, please tell the person directly instead of telling it to other people and leaving the person to be the last to know.
-Stop saying "trust" when u dont have it in others
-It is very irresponsible to revenge upon us on others who are not related to the conflicts
-Choosing friends wisely. You wouldnt want to end up as a tool.
Wow thats alot!? So u see joining a cca u dont only pick up skills in one certain area ;D *sarcastic*
Classmates:
One of the best group of people i met since i came to NP.
Even though i was never very close to anyone, but i enjoy the current distance i have with you. Like it when u guys talk and joke around, or go to town and etc. I feel really safe and transquil being with you guys around. Perhaps all our personalities were really innocent thats why ._.
Time flies somehow, 2009 will be final year! lets thrash the hell out of NUH!
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