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22/05/1990 Gemini ジンシャン エミヤ GEKKA Klavierensemble
Rampage ShoutMix chat widget Friends: .GEKKA と 友達. Thiamhow Kiyo Gnehmesis Avenist Jesline Nicolette Hajar Wendy Bradley QinYuan Priscilla Meiwan Arun .klavierensemble. weihan sueying nikos timothy jinjin amy jocelyn Jingyi Mingli Evelyn Jessica Justina Raphael Celeste SookChen Jacqueline Libing Clarabel Linet Past:
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Monday, January 4, 2010
The waiting time i took for the bus trip to and from school summed up today to almost 30 minutes
Initially I was irritated by that, because it always take forever when I need to go somewhere and do some stuff. Its almost the same feeling and desire to tell someone in front who's walking slowly to fuck off. But for the longer bus wait on the way home, it somehow feels ok. It feels as if it was a gift so I can give myself plenty of time to stone and not think about life or homework, for those 30 minutes. 30 blank minutes of healing I realise things have been on my mind that doesnt go away. Not with sleep, not with fun. What i really needed was just some time for me to be on my own and totally shut myself out of the world. What a switch of perspective ---- From a song i fell in love with recently: 愛想笑いだけは上手くなってさ 大人にはなれたけど 僕が描いてたのは そんなものじゃないんだよ もっと強くて優しいはずの温もり I became good at just putting on smiles as an adult But it’s not what I imagined before at all you know ..It’s supposed to have a stronger, gentler warmth I guess our smiles as an adults are gradually losing its radiance and strength. I guess the things that mattered to me doesnt matter to me now. --------- I realise I have no life or should I say, I have been rejecting it.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Kokuhaku - Confessions
The first thing I bought for myself in this new year was actually a.. book.
o.o As a matter of fact, I haven't been reading ever since I entered Poly. I guess my reading speed plunged right down into nowhere I don't usually read since I can count the number of novels I read in 10 fingers. XD and usually I am rather picky when it comes to the genre of book I read. And for some reason, I love complicated mystery plot or those surrounding death and departures. XD And so the book I bought this time is titled "Kokuhaku", meaning "Confessions" No it's not a love story D: A picture i took on the web because I am lazy to take a picture myself :X ![]() Kanae Minato’s KOKUHAKU (Confessions), is a dark, thought-provoking narrative of a tragic incident at a junior high school, where a little girl’s lifeless body is discovered in the pool. Her mother, a dedicated teacher, leaves the school accusing two of her students of the murder and revealing the cruel revenge the teacher wrought in the first chapter (which won a new writer’s award as a short mystery story). In the completed book, five more chapters/confessions follow, each darker and more macabre than the last, exposing school bullying, juvenile crime, monster parents, AIDS, and a Heathers-style school bombing plot that will send a chill down the spines of those who turn the pages of this book. From wordswithoutborders.org SOUNDS SO EXCITING TO READ. It's being adapted into a movie now as well. Of course my Japanese is not that well yet to read a novel, so I bought a Chinese translated one thats from Taiwan. (I always believe that a chinese translation will always be closer compared to an english translation s:) It's written by a housewife by the way, much to my surprise. O= I mean, the content sounds kinda morbid. Shall start reading it, maybe after I finished this, I will buy another English book to read and goes alternating back and forth XD I hope the day will come, the day where i can read NOVELS in Japanese --------------- ANYWAY, I was watching a new segment last night TV and apparently Shanghai officials came up with quite an atrocious system to pronounce English - by pronouncing the chinese characters. It became such a joke inside the country and out of it IT WAS SO WTFBBQ ![]() CAN YOU GUYS READ THEM XDDD ITS SO INSANE (and very much, pointless) Easy level E.g 古的猫宁 (gu de mao-ning) = Good morning 古的衣服宁 (gu de yi-fu-ning) = Good evening Intermediate level 坎埃海尔扑油 (kan ai hai-er-pu you) = Can I help you 杰斯特哞门特,普利斯 (jie-si-te mou-men-te, pu-li-si) = Just a moment, please NOW FOR THE HARDER ONE 挨伟哦凡的啊窝考立个否还尔扑 (Ai wei-o fan-di a-wo kao-li-ge fou-hai er-pu) I will find our colleague for help (WTF?) 俺么搔瑞,挨坎翁累丝鼻科额累偷英格历史 (Ai me sao-rei, ai kan wong-lei si-bi-ke er lei-tou ying-ge-li-shi) I'm sorry, I can only (WONG-LEI? LOL) speak a little english I believe there are always so much more alternatives they could use than to come up with these -_- Still, they're failblog worthy materials. XDDDD --------------------- And while rushing the report non-stop, I realize we're actually pretty close to finishing it already. All we need now are survey results SURVEY!! SURVEY!! WHO CAN HELP ME WITH SURVEY!!
Friday, January 1, 2010
2o1o
Jack "So what's your new year resolutions"
Me "gah, i dont think i have any yet" Kern "So what do you wanna buy next year" Me "u mean like a wishlist or something? DD: actually i buy more on impulse" I AM NOT PREPARED FOR NEW YEAR YET BUT 2010'S HERE But anyway, goodbye 2009, u were an awesome year WHY: -Pulled through a crazy semester with 3P01. And soon it'll be another one over with -Went to Mayday concert which I thought I wouldnt. Blasted me off -Went to Osaka for 2 weeks. A chance I dont tink i will get in the next 5 years to come -Hanged out with KE people even after a year of no KE -Applied for Speech contest and did my best I didn't achieve most of my new year resolutions, but i realise i didnt have much regrets this year! I did what i wanted to and it turned out well :D SO MY ONLY RESOLUTION THIS YEAR IS -Doing whatever I want so I won't regret in the years to come ----------- Talking about wishlist, i usually dont have an item in mind that i want to buy BUT RECENTLY, JUST SO RANDOMLY, i feel like buying a beanie. ![]() yeah its hot in singapore and stuff and its probably another thing that i wont be wearing most of the time, but it seems fun to own one! (If it isnt too expensive that is) IF i get one, i will probably only wear it after my hair gets shaved off in NS XDDD It has to depend on the faceshape though,. Quoting from Jessica: "Wah, wear alr look like cancer patient" .______. Soon it'll be FYP presentation, then dinner and dance,then graduation, then BMT, then NS vocation then 2011 will come O:
Monday, December 21, 2009
Had my bodycheckup today.
HOW WAS IT D: Ok 1ST thing, I have to locate the really not so obvious place to head to for the check up. I asked the MRT staff, bus driver, and 2 passerbys in total just to know how to get there because im just so bad with directions. The first passerby i approached left me stunned for 3 seconds. Apparently it went like this: "Sorry, may I ask you the way to C M P B" "/looks at me with huge huge eye. /POINTS SOUTH DRAMATICALLY FOR 2 SECONDS, THEN 45 DEGREES TO THE LEFT FOR 2 SECONDS." And then she stormed off in a hurry. not a word at all LIKE. OMG. WHAT IS IT THAT SHES 'SAYING?' Luckily another woman saw what happened and was willing to offer help to this poor guy with ? halos flying all around The instruction is actually 'Walk straight, then cross the traffic light till u reach the diagonal side. You need to walk quite a while before you see the main gate" OMG ANGEL. OMG ANGELLLL. and she was my savior for today. Im thinking sometimes when people offer help, why not help to your best extent since you're already giving the effort. .____. doing it half heartedly seems to waste ur attempt ------------- And then I reached the place. Registered, left my camera phone in locker and went to photoshoot studio I bet the photographer was quite pissed with me lol. But well he was a really nice guy tho But anyway the first problem came. I have long and colored hair, and im supposed to look presentable in the photoshoot. So to solve the problem, I am supposed to wet and comb my hair backwards till my ears and forehead are clearly seen. ... after 3 min NO KIDDING, IT LOOKS LIKE THIS XDDDD ![]() Photographer:"Ok. Lower your chin. oh oh oh. higher. ok lower. higher? lower. eh no thats too low. higher (RAWRAWRRRR) OK THATS GOOD! Dont move ar" But I saw the camera shutter moved, so i thought it was done, and so i stood up only to see a flash after i stood up Photographer:"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ok do all over again -_- 1 more time" ._. Its just like a crazy photo. But somehow i thought it's kinda cool to have a retarded looking photo in the pass. (since my sec sch and pri sch ones were retarded enough. might as well make a collection) THEN First stn: Urine and blood test My batch's dudes were all so noob. LOL :x apparently we were given a bottle and a dipstick to do the urine test. They didn't know what to do with those things and they were discussing about how to do it for like 2 minutes before they went to do There's this guy who emptied his bladder just before the urine test. >.> so he have got no urine But anyway, theres like no need for discussion for it anyway since the instructions are on the wall just on top of the urinal The blood test was nothing much, just like a pretty normal one. Im so glad the guy who took the blood for me is good at it despite his (really?) young age. No bruise no nothing :D ------ Second stn was IFORGOT XD, but it measures your hearing and vision. Apparently theres a room i have to enter, and then raise my hand whenever i hear a sound. I guess i freaked out that person operating the computer by giving the surprised/shocked expression when i heard the sound XDD Vision was even simpler than those we did in the past, they basically skip to the last 2 rows, with the last row basically almost impossible to read. ------- Third stn was xray, which i was manipulated like a doll with a "BREATHE IN BREATHE OUT BREATHE IN TO THE MAXIMUMMMMM!!" It was over in like 1 minute though Fourth stn was dental, the dentist only said ONE sentence of something which i didnt understand LIKE "R4BLABLABLABLALBLA" and then i was sent off to my 5th station alr It didn't even take a minute ------- for some reason, i cant rmb stn 5 Then lastly, stn 6 involves ECG, ht/wt/bp measurement and consultation I almost laughed out during ECG cos they put the 1 of the funneh funneh thing on my waist (im afraid of itch, like real bad) IT DEFINITELY FEELS WEIRD TO HAVE WEIRD METALLIC THINGS ON UR CHEST FOR ECG but the diagram looks cool The person didnt take my height properly because he didnt pull the level thing to my head. So i was measured inaccurately and given a higher height :XDDDD The blood pressure measured there was much more lower than i did when in NUH using the device. I wonder which one should i question. 104/70 differs so much from 118/78 This is also the stn where you can eavedrop on others' conversation. Abt how they intend to keng the checkup so they get a lower pes and stories about how someone's brother's sister's uncle' friend's brother's mother's son got away with a PES E or something Consultation was just where i had a little chat with the medical officer that explore possible health concerns (the best chance so called, to keng i guess, according to those guys outside). I DIDNT KNOW THE MEDICAL OFFICER WEARS THE ARMY UNIFORM. i thought they'll be guys with white lab coats. X: They were supposed to grade me at the end of the consultation in respects with which PES im supposed to be assigned to. But due to my family history of Thalassemia, it was necessary to put me on temporary D to see how the further investigation turns out. ITS A WHOOPING 3 MTHS OO: and i have to go back there again in March -_-; (at least wailok didnt have to! he'll have the letter sent to him!) If the further investigation turns out to show nothing, i'll be in p e s A though >.> Cos my other stations were all As theres still one more final station, that took up 1 hr to 1.5 hr of my time. I have heard how frustrating it can get while doing the quiz because of its neverending sections, and after experiencing it today IT WAS REALLY RAWRAWRARAWR!!! It basically test patterns algebras mathematics figures vocabularies instructions etc etc It has this time limit thing too and so it was impossible finishing some parts because my maths sux so bad (i mean, even when it comes to simple calculations. I still sux, sadly) Was doing the test seriously initially, then till the end of the quiz, the time limit and the amt of qns pissed me off so bad i started to just enter random answers when i dono the answer to it. Then the later sections started asking "Do you like to jump off a helicopter with or without parachute?" (not sure why they asked the WITHOUT parachute) "Do you like to ski down a mountain and climb a mountain?" Being a non-adventurous person, i put no for everything. AND WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS GOING TO FINISH THE TEST IN THE END, THE FINAL SECTION TURNS OUT TO BE!!!!!!!!!!!! /drumrolls "How do you think of the service of the staff in charge of this stn?" "How do you think abt the cleanliness of this stn" "How do you think abt the environment of this stn" repeat abt x7 -_________- freaking feedback questions. i really have to say even a patient guy like me ran out of patience doing it. AND SO IT ENDED. MAN IM SO DETAILED ARENT I =D Time start: 830 Time ended: 12 ***********-----------------------------------********** Since holidays started, i've been spending like madness Therefore, I need to avoid watching movies again because I watched 3 movies in 7 days. Bodyguards and assassins was kinda painful to watch, but it exceeded my expectations. I didn't want to watch such movies at first because i dont really watch such movies (i grouped it together with the warlords, Huo yuan jia etc which i dont like) I think the fighting scenes were really kinda exaggerated >.> but no choice, it has to be for box office. The plot was so awfully painful in my sense and thus it etched into my mind quite deeply. I think everyone acted really well in this show Avatar was awesome with its graphics and plot, indeed a movie heavily invested on. The concepts were also cool and yes, once again it show how selfish humans can get. It almost remind me of district 9 of the message it's trying to bring across, but they were excellent movies each on their own different way. DOES IT MAKE UR HEART ITCH. MINGLI!! MINGLI!! WOW-LIKE XD I realise coincidentally theres a tomboyish character in both movies, AND I THINK BOTH OF THEM ARE SO COOL And i hate it when good people die -____- so totally making my teeth gritting This is a long enough post, shall stop here for now OH, AND WITH MY INSANE PLAYTIME WITH PHOENIX WRIGHT I COMPLETED THE GAME IN 2 DAYS! this is so crazy -_-
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Lies beget lies
OBJECTION!
Mr White's testimony completely contradicts Miss May's testimony! Are you certain that you went to Fey & Co. office 2 weeks before 14 october and not after that The receipt has shown that the glass stand that you noticed so much, was purchased on 13 October THERE IS NO WAY YOU COULD HAVE NOTICE IT ON 1 OCTOBER. I demand an explanation! /DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYS XD ok la the clue sounds so noob because it came from the first few story which's supposed to be not so hard. I am now stuck with everything ._. Just started Phoenix Wright: Ace attorney a few hours ago and i got hooked on it ![]() ![]() wooot! The artworks are so fun to look at. ITS A CAPCOM GAME (Remember the days of Street Fighter) It just feels fun exposing and dismantling every lie which witness says And look for loopholes even with the 'bulletproof testimony' I am so glad theres so many series for it :D --------- So far as the holiday began, I felt pretty bored with everything I should watch more movies and finished up House that Kern lent me for.. i think, perhaps a year alr? >.> Received news from supervisor during meeting that N U H will not be able to host our website because of our 'brand endorsement content' we have with Marevan&Coaguchek (typing like this because i dowan any search result relating to N U H or those brand name to churn out my blog XD) Yet another problem to add inside the report. I am really surprised she said she is willing to use the website (like seriously) but we dont really get the green light yet. Other than that, things are fine and i hope the surveys and results will be finished by 15 Jan. WE'RE GOING TO AIM LECTURERS ONCE SEMESTER STARTS MUAHEHAEA Xmas is coming Which surprisingly, i am going to actually go out with my friends this year! I don't usually head out during christmas usually, and i havent do gift exchange since secondary 4 I don't really do gift exchange. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BUY FOR GIFT EXCHANGE ): NEW YEAR IS COMING!!!!! Time to draft up a new list of resolutions. But wait, after seeing the ones i set this year New year resolutions 2009 1. Brush up on japanese well [Accomplished] 2. Go to a foreign country through school. [Accomplished. OSAKA :D] 3. Pass napfa! [Fail. like MEGA failz] 4. That means i nid to exercise every day! [MEGA MEGA MEGA FAILZ] 5. Learn proper drawing techniques. or 3857295720523523 other things on list [Accomplished. Though I didn't draw that much eventually] 6. GPA > 3.3 [Failed. GPA was 3.2 ._.] 7. Get a parttime/freelance job [got one in mind!] [Failed. This year is the year I didn't really do a part time job during holiday. Except the one Jeannette gotten me for the IT show] 8. Read more books [MEGAFAILZ] HAHAHAHA i'd so totally set something more realistic for 2010! i REALISE THE THINGS I ACCOMPLISHED ARE IN PROPORTION (wtf did i type this) TO MY INTERESTS =D That's still a good thing. I believe @mingli: WOWOWOOWOWOWOWW LOL. it just doesnt sound like me when i say that thats all :x @Nic: it is possible!! but its impossible to get the whole class i guess >.> @Pris: LOL. but nobody dared to really question ms tan about it ._.
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
The last common tests paper in the polytechnic life ARE OVEERR
They are not common at all. D: Kern: "PML is almost like FML" The ASDC killed me too AND WHY DID A CLINICAL TRIAL QUESTION CAME OUT!? KILLING ME INSIDEEEEE but well time to finish up FYP once school reopen, there'll be only 5 weeks left before exams ): -- With the 10dividedby2 clique, we went to watch a movie at Isetan before going back Before that i misled Junyun who was planning to go to chinatown on going the wrong way. SO SORRY /OMGGG Then qinyuan mistaken that she took 61 and told her to alight at the stop at esso while on 184 (while 184 doesnt head there) THEREFORE, BY PP AND ASDC TERMINOLOGIES: im the ROOT CAUSE of the incident and qinyuan was on his AUTOMATIC MODE earlier xD (still it was me who got the whole snowball rolling) aiyarr~~ i really damn bad at directions. luckily she managed to get on the correct bus in the end. I shall keep my mouth shut next time :< -- then we went to isetan, and TADA! PLANET 51! [animation. again. :D] It was quite a good movie to me. But reading on wikipedia afterwards i found out it received pretty bad ratings. O. O i wonder how it was rated, but well i kinda enjoyed it Though it wasnt as G as the ratings are XD Movie ratings are always puzzling --- My wisdom tooth is getting on my nerve recently. Thinking it was an ulcer at first, it turned out to be a tooth protruding out from the side. Went to read up on it AND WOWWW IM SO TRAUMATISED BY ALL THE MATERIALS ONLINE. Now i know what it meant when lecturers say "Telling patients too much side effects and details can be scaring them" Just hope it'll not swell up by then, though its just like some long acting ulcer right now. ----- Kern said our class lack group photos WE SHALL TAKE MORE GROUP PHOTOS WHEN SEMESTER STARTS Camera anyone?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
RANT: Had enough of bus 67's long long long waiting time recently, its really getting atrocious D:
AND I FINALLY MADE IT!!! Meeting the borderline for NFF and PML's quiz -_____- I am really lucky since I THINK i didnt fail any of those two. That's bad i know but i couldn't be bothered to stress myself out. I think my brain is starting to blank out already! At subway: Cashier "So what vegetables would you like Sir" Me "cucumber, tomatoes and cucumbers" /ACTUALLY WANTED TO SAY LETTUCE Cashier "..... /awkward silence. oh u meant these 3 rows right? there you go" --- On the way to Lot 1 earlier for bubbleetteeeaaaaaa, Hajar and I met this teenager who was asking for donations via sales of xmas card. Hajar (and i) actually wanted to just say 'No thanks' and go off BUTTTTTTT we looked at each other and we thought each other wanted to listen, and so we listened, and in the end she donated $4 because i have no $2 change ._________. (RAWR WHY DIDNT I HAVE ONE) ACTUALLY BOTH OF US DIDNT WANT TO DONATE BECAUSE WE ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH DONATING TO STRANGERS WHOSE INTENTIONS ARE UNKNOWN!! D: but we misunderstood one another rwarawrr SORRY HAJAR FOR DRAGGING U INTO THE DONATION THING /OMG But besides that, I realize the importance of organizing speech. She just came up to us and practically spammed us like 'hellocaniaskyouaquestionitwillonlytake10secondswouldyouliketogivethosewhoareblablablablaasecondchance toactuallygotoanormalschool(orsomething)andsoyouguyscanblalbalbabybuyingthiscardandtherearepeoplewhodonated$10$4$2$8" and after she repeated herself once or twice, I still didn't know what she expected out of us D: This kinda puts people away I guess, which I think shouldn't be the case since there are people who are more than willing to help. I could have been more convinced if she speak more calmly and slowly though, perhaps shes stressed out, or something O: AND SOOOOO I THINK IT IS IMPORTANT TOOOOO [note down for FYP presentation wee] 1. Speak slowly andnotsofastthatidontreallyknowwhattolistento 2. Not spam big chunk of words at one go 3. GIVE KEY POINTTT in chronological order. All I need to know is what you want me to do D: sequence should be "Donation>Explanation>Assurance" and not "Explanation>????" 4. not sound impatient or inconfident when explaining 5. not compromising others to agree with you GAHH I am typing something so random -------------------- |